heinzelman

History

Wednesday, Feb 27

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Got all my discovery paperwork ready except for a few items, depressing that my marriage has come to a list of assets and legal documents, i miss her

Tuesday, Feb 26

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Monday, Feb 25

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tough day, coming down from weekend with boys is always hard, cried a couple times today, it comes in waves but stayed today

Sunday, Feb 24

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Ray’s Birthday GREAT day! Mixed day with her, we are getting along, am am losing her all over again

Saturday, Feb 23

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went to batting cages with boys and her, good family day

Thursday, Feb 21

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Starting to see a little light with talking to her about the divorce. I know we can work it out to be the best thing for our children. Tonight we talk again, moving forward, making progress. Have a cold for a week now, need to kick it

Wednesday, Feb 20

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We are going to split up holidays tonight, my job is telling me I need to travel again, i worry she will hold this against me in custody when it’s not an issue. I am working hard to keep moving forward on the divorce, keep breathing and focus on my kids

Tuesday, Feb 19

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good talk with her about the kids and custody, feeling a little better about things but still weary until we get to a conclusion. I need to let go, move on, I will not let this effect my ability to be a great father.

Monday, Feb 18

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bad day thinking about the divorce, anxiety about having to not see the boys everyday, went to a group support meeting, wackos

Sunday, Feb 17

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good day with the boys, book store, park and hanging out, she came home early, buzz kill

Saturday, Feb 16

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went to red rock but the boys were tired, colds catching up with them so we went home early and chilled out. I was good to see them relax and good to love on them

Friday, Feb 15

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