dlazurevieira's Morale-O-Meter http://morale.erikbenson.com Morale, health, sleep, alcohol consumption, and caffeine consumption for the past two weeks en-us Saturday Aug, 25 #vertgraph24239 { width: 378px; height: 150px; position: relative; background-color: #eee; border: 4px solid #999999; font-family: “Lucida Grande”, Verdana, Arial; } #bars24239 { width: 378px; height: 150px; margin: 0; padding: 0; list-style: none; } #bars24239 li { position: absolute; width: 28px; height: 103px; bottom: 34px; padding: 0 !important; margin: 0 !important; background-image: url(”/images/css_graphs/colorbar.jpg”) no-repeat !important; text-align: center; font-weight: bold; color: white; line-height: 1.5em; } #labels24239 { width: 378px; height: 25px; margin: 0; padding: 0; list-style: none; } #labels24239 li { position: absolute; width: 48px; height: 25px; bottom: 0px; padding: 0 !important; margin: 0 !important; text-align: center; color: #444444; font-size: 0.8em; } #bars24239 li.morale { left: 24px; background-color: #73a25a; background-position: -0px bottom !important; height: 60px;} #labels24239 li.morale { left: 14px; background-position: -0px bottom !important; } #bars24239 li.health { left: 99px; background-color: #efba29; background-position: -28px bottom !important; height: 90px;} #labels24239 li.health { left: 89px; background-position: -28px bottom !important; } #bars24239 li.sleep { left: 174px; background-color: #5a7dd6; background-position: -56px bottom !important; height: 80px;} #labels24239 li.sleep { left: 164px; background-position: -56px bottom !important; } #bars24239 li.alcohol { left: 249px; background-color: #efe708; background-position: -84px bottom !important; height: 20px;} #labels24239 li.alcohol { left: 239px; background-position: -84px bottom !important; } #bars24239 li.caffeine { left: 324px; background-color: #ce494a; background-position: -112px bottom !important; height: 40px;} #labels24239 li.caffeine { left: 314px; background-position: -112px bottom !important; } #notes24239 {left: 14px; background-position: -0px bottom !important; margin: 0 15px; width: 378px;}
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Too much coffee. Not so much red wine. Enough hours of sleep. Great health. Morale is still between low and OK. Facebook, Gmail, Internet at all drives me crazy. Didn’t read. I am wondering what the hell is happening to my life. What am I doing here? Where am I going? Thought about the novel. Read some parts of it again, and I found it still interesting, which is actually something. I’d like to go spend the rest of my life with squirrels.

]]> Sun, 26 Aug 2007 21:30:29 -0700 http://morale.erikbenson.com/person/dlazurevieira/report/24239 Tuesday May, 16 #vertgraph1857 { width: 378px; height: 150px; position: relative; background-color: #eee; border: 4px solid #999999; font-family: “Lucida Grande”, Verdana, Arial; } #bars1857 { width: 378px; height: 150px; margin: 0; padding: 0; list-style: none; } #bars1857 li { position: absolute; width: 28px; height: 103px; bottom: 34px; padding: 0 !important; margin: 0 !important; background-image: url(”/images/css_graphs/colorbar.jpg”) no-repeat !important; text-align: center; font-weight: bold; color: white; line-height: 1.5em; } #labels1857 { width: 378px; height: 25px; margin: 0; padding: 0; list-style: none; } #labels1857 li { position: absolute; width: 48px; height: 25px; bottom: 0px; padding: 0 !important; margin: 0 !important; text-align: center; color: #444444; font-size: 0.8em; } #bars1857 li.morale { left: 24px; background-color: #73a25a; background-position: -0px bottom !important; height: 70px;} #labels1857 li.morale { left: 14px; background-position: -0px bottom !important; } #bars1857 li.health { left: 99px; background-color: #efba29; background-position: -28px bottom !important; height: 70px;} #labels1857 li.health { left: 89px; background-position: -28px bottom !important; } #bars1857 li.sleep { left: 174px; background-color: #5a7dd6; background-position: -56px bottom !important; height: 70px;} #labels1857 li.sleep { left: 164px; background-position: -56px bottom !important; } #bars1857 li.alcohol { left: 249px; background-color: #efe708; background-position: -84px bottom !important; height: 0px;} #labels1857 li.alcohol { left: 239px; background-position: -84px bottom !important; } #bars1857 li.caffeine { left: 324px; background-color: #ce494a; background-position: -112px bottom !important; height: 20px;} #labels1857 li.caffeine { left: 314px; background-position: -112px bottom !important; } #notes1857 {left: 14px; background-position: -0px bottom !important; margin: 0 15px; width: 378px;}
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Good day. Enough sleeping, no alcohol, not much coffee, but my morale was OK. Health was good, a bit anxious, or uncertain, but that’s something I’m used to.

]]> Wed, 17 May 2006 04:09:55 -0700 http://morale.erikbenson.com/person/dlazurevieira/report/1857 Monday May, 15 #vertgraph1805 { width: 378px; height: 150px; position: relative; background-color: #eee; border: 4px solid #999999; font-family: “Lucida Grande”, Verdana, Arial; } #bars1805 { width: 378px; height: 150px; margin: 0; padding: 0; list-style: none; } #bars1805 li { position: absolute; width: 28px; height: 103px; bottom: 34px; padding: 0 !important; margin: 0 !important; background-image: url(”/images/css_graphs/colorbar.jpg”) no-repeat !important; text-align: center; font-weight: bold; color: white; line-height: 1.5em; } #labels1805 { width: 378px; height: 25px; margin: 0; padding: 0; list-style: none; } #labels1805 li { position: absolute; width: 48px; height: 25px; bottom: 0px; padding: 0 !important; margin: 0 !important; text-align: center; color: #444444; font-size: 0.8em; } #bars1805 li.morale { left: 24px; background-color: #73a25a; background-position: -0px bottom !important; height: 20px;} #labels1805 li.morale { left: 14px; background-position: -0px bottom !important; } #bars1805 li.health { left: 99px; background-color: #efba29; background-position: -28px bottom !important; height: 70px;} #labels1805 li.health { left: 89px; background-position: -28px bottom !important; } #bars1805 li.sleep { left: 174px; background-color: #5a7dd6; background-position: -56px bottom !important; height: 100px;} #labels1805 li.sleep { left: 164px; background-position: -56px bottom !important; } #bars1805 li.alcohol { left: 249px; background-color: #efe708; background-position: -84px bottom !important; height: 10px;} #labels1805 li.alcohol { left: 239px; background-position: -84px bottom !important; } #bars1805 li.caffeine { left: 324px; background-color: #ce494a; background-position: -112px bottom !important; height: 10px;} #labels1805 li.caffeine { left: 314px; background-position: -112px bottom !important; } #notes1805 {left: 14px; background-position: -0px bottom !important; margin: 0 15px; width: 378px;}
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In general, it was a very bad day today. I was sad and tired, wanted to hide myself somewhere so nobody could find or disturb me. It didn’t happen, but I slept very well, even in the afternoon. Got a kind of anxiety crisis, took pills and it disappeared, but I think I’m somehow unstable for now. Tonight, I feel like I’d like to do so many projects, so many things, go in so many places, and at the same time, I feel so fucking lost. But it’ll be a better day tomorrow, I guess. Took a bit of wine. Not enough coffee, still.

]]> Mon, 15 May 2006 21:19:49 -0700 http://morale.erikbenson.com/person/dlazurevieira/report/1805 Sunday May, 14 #vertgraph1728 { width: 378px; height: 150px; position: relative; background-color: #eee; border: 4px solid #999999; font-family: “Lucida Grande”, Verdana, Arial; } #bars1728 { width: 378px; height: 150px; margin: 0; padding: 0; list-style: none; } #bars1728 li { position: absolute; width: 28px; height: 103px; bottom: 34px; padding: 0 !important; margin: 0 !important; background-image: url(”/images/css_graphs/colorbar.jpg”) no-repeat !important; text-align: center; font-weight: bold; color: white; line-height: 1.5em; } #labels1728 { width: 378px; height: 25px; margin: 0; padding: 0; list-style: none; } #labels1728 li { position: absolute; width: 48px; height: 25px; bottom: 0px; padding: 0 !important; margin: 0 !important; text-align: center; color: #444444; font-size: 0.8em; } #bars1728 li.morale { left: 24px; background-color: #73a25a; background-position: -0px bottom !important; height: 60px;} #labels1728 li.morale { left: 14px; background-position: -0px bottom !important; } #bars1728 li.health { left: 99px; background-color: #efba29; background-position: -28px bottom !important; height: 100px;} #labels1728 li.health { left: 89px; background-position: -28px bottom !important; } #bars1728 li.sleep { left: 174px; background-color: #5a7dd6; background-position: -56px bottom !important; height: 60px;} #labels1728 li.sleep { left: 164px; background-position: -56px bottom !important; } #bars1728 li.alcohol { left: 249px; background-color: #efe708; background-position: -84px bottom !important; height: 0px;} #labels1728 li.alcohol { left: 239px; background-position: -84px bottom !important; } #bars1728 li.caffeine { left: 324px; background-color: #ce494a; background-position: -112px bottom !important; height: 10px;} #labels1728 li.caffeine { left: 314px; background-position: -112px bottom !important; } #notes1728 {left: 14px; background-position: -0px bottom !important; margin: 0 15px; width: 378px;}
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A bit disappointed. Feeling nostalgic. Busy questionning myself about my own perception of life, how you react, why you’d sometimes like to scream out loud without doing it, really, and keeping all the shit for yourself. Wondering about my love affairs, and love affairs in general. Why the hell do love stories never work as well as you’d like them to, in a relation ? Why does it has to be always so messed up, even when you’ve made all the efforts of the world to be the best you can ? A bit sad, too. And here I am, 1.21 AM, listening to a weird mix of Fiona Apple and The Flaming Lips. Didn’t take enough coffee this morning, didn’t take alcohol at all, didn’t slept as much as I would have liked to do.

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