brefaith

History

Friday, Jun 15

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  • Alcohol
  • Caffeine

I got more sleep, finished my vitae, and met with professors from college who are recommending me for an adjuct teaching position. I’m feeling more hopeful today.

Thursday, Jun 14

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Today my client graduated the program, which felt really good. My supervisor was sick. (In the words of Mandy. . .’Karma’s a bitch!’)

Wednesday, Jun 13

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Mom took me shopping for interview clothes. Wheeee! Spending money always makes me feel better. . . that and not going to work.

Tuesday, Jun 12

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Today was terrible. I made a last-ditch effort to speak to my supervisor. Afterwards I really wanted to just leave, but I have a kid graduating Thursday and I can’t leave him hanging. I want to see him through. I felt like I had to throw up all day.

Sunday, Jun 10

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  • Alcohol
  • Caffeine

Not feeling so good today. . . hmmm. . .maybe I drank a little too much? I think it’s a myth that you sleep better when you’re drunk. It sucked.

Saturday, Jun 09

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I fed my brain at the art museum. We made fun of abstract art. Thank goodness for naked men.

Friday, Jun 08

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Today I got told to fuck off by a kid I’m trying to help. Not much different than any other day. . .
Still, I did play with my pirate cannon toy at my desk all morning.

Thursday, Jun 07

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I wanted to shut myself in the bathroom at work and refuse to come out. An old professor suggested I take a teaching job at WPC. I’m thinking about it.

Wednesday, Jun 06

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  • Alcohol
  • Caffeine

I spent all morning in a training and trying not to fall asleep. Why am I so tired? My afternoon was back-to-back groups and family sessions.